Well I haven't cut in along time now..too tired to count. Things are getting better..I guess. I'm just glad there is no more school and I can be free.

I need blooooood  I feel it coming back, trying to resist. It's been a week, and  I've had some close calls.. 

This memorial day weekend really sucked for me. I had to go visit my family....one word FUCK OFF. (2..but whos counting) They wouldnt stop asking about me , and of course nobody knows about this.. so its hard. I wouldnt go swimming because of it though. Or else they'd know..which sucks.